I loved someone so hard , I lost myself .

When the relationship ended, it felt like death .
I tried to hold myself together, but the more I tried to control the pain,
the worse it became.

So I did the opposite.
I stopped fighting it.
I let myself feel everything.
the grief, the fear, the tenderness, the hope.

And from that surrender, this artwork was born.

“Hope your flowers bloom” was something my ego  wished for him,
but it was a lie .
 

I was speaking to myself.
I was the one who needed permission to bloom again,
through the chaos, not after it.

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my life has changed in ways I didn’t expect.

I learned what my soul needed. 
I no longer see chaos as something to escape,
but as a place of rebirth.
I feel more honest, more open, more grounded in who I am.
I trust that what breaks me,
because it’s also what shapes me to be stronger.

And through my art, I offer that same transformation to you.

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When you own this piece,
my hope is that you feel held through your own seasons of chaos,
that you remember your growth isn’t supposed to be perfect,
that your healing isn’t meant to be linear,

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And even in the messiest moments of your life,
your flowers will bloom, simply because they are meant to.

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